ENTROPY.ONL

I deleted my art Instagram because It just seemed like a waste of time after a while. Most activity I get is from bots, and its just another reminder that my non-immediate family doesn’t want anything to do with me. I’ll be posting art on other social media platforms, but all of my art will be centralized here on this website, for the most part.

I’ve been pretty productive as far as artwork and writing go, I just haven’t had a chance to sit down and actually update my website beyond minor corrections here and there.

I’ve been feeling pretty defeated because I came to the painful realization that my art skills have plateaued over the last 5 to 6 years. I haven’t improved at all since 2018. The years keep slipping by me, and it was difficult to maintain a healthy drawing habit during COVID-19, moving 5 times and finishing college followed an endless string of shitty, soul-sucking administrative jobs.

I’m not sure what to do about my lack of improvement, but I’m finally in the right position to do something. I have steady employment, a steady living situation and a complete lack of emotional vampires in my life.

When it comes to art, and things that require some level of handcraftsmanship, the “only way out is through”. I have to practice consistently, I just have to draw some shit every single day. My problem is that, during the work week, I have a tendency to end the day on my couch. Sometimes I’m too lazy to be bothered with my art even though I should be working on one of my projects. If I were smart, I would use every free waking moment to draw and sketch.